Fucking Life

Sometimes I just want to be, I just want to be your man. 
Let me be the man and you be the woman 
I know I’m stronger than you but maybe for tonight while I lay here tired and stress you can bless me with this one kiss or even better a hug. 
I love those hugs so maybe you can just hold me down for tonight. It wouldn’t take to long . 
You like hugging and kissing so I say I get 
but I don’t 
because sometimes I need it but you don’t give it. 
Fuck you 
You seem okay while I’m drifting away. 
These fucking years are just rolling and one day I’m leaving cause I don’t want you 
but I love 
but not in love with you. 
Fuck. 
Sometimes I wish you would run me, break my fucking heart and say fuck me 
But you wouldn’t do that 
You’re to good for that so instead you just stay and we don’t go anywhere 
And I know you cheated but you don’t seem to care 
Why 
I just want to go but the kid….. 
I can’t let you grow up like me 
So I stay 
But one day I would leave