Don’t remember all their names or what they did
Forget reminiscing unless she is one of the best or the worse
Learning as I go along
But all experiences are not worth it
And I live with regrets
Emotions got in the way sometimes
Got addicted a few times
Hid my mental status a while
Or I just didn’t want to fuck them but I did
Whether out of pity, boredom, or just because
Still living with regrets
The best of the best is getting hard to get in contact with sometimes
Have to learn to let them go
(becasuse I know sexual relations don’t always last)
And the worse of the worse,
I try to avoid at all costs
Delete names, email, profiles (because if there is nothing there, why bother?)
No romance, no passion, no desire, no chemistry, no orgasms, nothing
Nothing, but regrets
Wish I didn’t fuck her because she was a friend
But if I didn’t do this or that, she would still be around
Shoulda left this one alone because she was a hmmm, an ididot, but….
Or just wasn’t attracted or all that into them
Sex without (total) emotions or thought, just actions
Acting out a role that I’m more interested in you than I really am
Changing adctors every day, every week, hardly no repeats
Easily replacable chick (unless you was this one_
And I went from 1 to 100 or so and so on and so on
Living with regrets
As I slowly approach 40
Wanting quality over quantity
Matching exact faces to real names
With amazing memories of our sessions
Cumming over and over again
-repeatedly_
-wanting, craving, touching, kissing
Marinating in each other’s juices bcecause we both desire to,
Not have to, obligated to, or bored enough to
Just want to
And less regrets
10,000 regrets
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